I'M A LITTLE TEAPOT

I WISH I COULD TELL YOU MY LIFE, I HAVE SEEN SOME THINGS A CHILD SHOULDN'T.   I HAVE CARRIED SECRETS, I HAVE MOVED THROUGH MY LIFE WITH AS MUCH GRACE AS POSSIBLE.  I AM A SURVIVOR.  I WISH SOME TIMES THAT INNOCENCE WAS NEVER REMOVED.   I LOVE BEING FREE FROM ALL WORRIES, BUT UNFORTUNATELY LIFE ISN'T LIKE THAT.  I AM MAKING A NEW LIFE FOR MYSELF NOW AND IT'S SAD SOMETIMES.   I TELL OTHERS THAT IT'S GONNA BE FINE BUT IN MY HEART IT IS VERY HARD TO JUSTIFY THE PAIN THAT I FEEL.  I WORK AND WORK AND SEE MS LIKE I GET NOWHERE, I AM A LITTLE TEAPOT, SHORT AND STOUT, MAKING THE BEST OF A LIFE I NEVER SEE AM ED OF.  I AM REINVENTING MYSELF EVERYDAY, TRYING LIKE THE DICKENS
TO BE HAPPY.  I KNOWS THAT OTHERS WATCH WHO I AM BECOMING AND I NEED TO SEND OUT A POSITIVE PERSON.  I CRY IN THE QUIET FOR WHAT WAS.  HE MADE ME FEELINGS THAT LIFE HAS NO WORTH AND LEANING IN THE WIND, I BATTLE BACK
UNSURE AND UNSTEADY.   IT HAS MADE ME A SHELL OF MY FORMER SELF.  I CAN'T CREATE, I CAN'T SLEEP, I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT THIS IS THE LIFE THAT GOD WANT FOR ME.  I DON'T HURTS ANYONE, I AM FILLED WITH PAIN.  MAYBE IF I WORK REAL HARD, I TRUST TOO MUCH, MY BE OTHERS HAS SPENT MY PORTION OF MY INHERITANCE,  MY FRIEND HAS TAKEN THOUGHTS FROM ME, MY HEART IS BROKEN, MY HUSBAND HAS TAKEN UP WITH A EHORE, HE LEFT ON HURTS ME AND OUR DAUGHTER.  THEY ARE EVIL, I HAVE SO MANY INNOCENCE LIKE TGAT, I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT KINDNESS LOOKS LIKE ANYMORE.  DOES IT EXIST IN THIS WORLD ANYMORE?  I KNOWS THERE ARE LESSONS TO BE LESRNED, BUT I CAN NOT STOP FEELING PAIN...FOR ONE AND FOR ALL.