Wednesday, March 5, 2014

I'M A LITTLE NEGATIVE

I BETTER GET BACK TO MY OLD WAYS.  I SLIP AND MAKE A SAD TIME, IT'S NOT THAT BAD, I CAN OVERCOME...THINGS ARE NOT BLACK AND WHITE, I LIVE IN GREY.  TAKE ALL I CAN MUSTER TO BE ABLE TO KEEP UP WITH ALL OF THE STUFF.  I HAVE OFTEN WONDERING WHETHER OR NOT TO PUBLISH MY DIVORCE BOOK.  I WENT THROUGH DO MUCH PAIN, DIDN'T BELIEVE IN MYSELF, FOUGHT WHO I WAS, CARRIED MYSELF INTO BATTLE WITH A CHILD ARMOR AND A BROKEN HEART.  THE PERSON I SET OUT TO LOVE HAD BETRAYED ME AND WAS CONVINCED MY LIFE WAS NOT WORTH LIVING.  I AM HURT, I AM IN PAIN, I AM CHALLENGED EVERY DAY.  IT CHANGED WHO I AM.

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