SO...TO THE STORY

IF YOU WANT TO TELL YOUR STORY, IT IS YOURS TO TELL.  IF PEOPLE ARE UNCOMFORTABLE ABOUT THE RESULTS, THEY SHOULD LOOK INSIDE.  I HAVE CONCERNED MYSELF ENOUGH WITH EVERYONE AND THEIR "FEELINGS", RUNNING A JUNK SHOP HAS PRIVIED ME TO THE INSIDE OF THE HUMAN CONDITION.  PEOPLE ARE NOT NICE.  WE ARE A VICTIM NATION.  I HAVE TRIED TO BE A GOOD PERSON, WORKING THROUGH MY OWN DEMONS,  I HAVE BEEN THROWN OUT OF MY MARRIAGE, MY HOME, MY LIFE.  I HAVE TOSSED OUT MY BODY OF WORK THUSFAR...I HAVE SOLD MY LOOM, MY DRAFTING TABLE,  MY LIBRARY, LET GO DREAMS I HAVE...BUT...I HAVE MY CHILDREN, THEY ARE MY LIFE, I AM REBUILDING MY BUSINESS, IT WILL RISE AGAIN.  I AM CONCERNED ABOUT MY FINANCES, BUT I KNOW THAT I CAN MAJ WE IT AGAIN.  I AM SCARED, BUT I AM DETERMINED.

TRAGEDY INSUES

I AM LOOKING FOR A LITTLE COMFORT, BACKWARDS WHERE I STAND THERE LIES A LITTLE GIRL, SHE IS BROKEN, SHE TAKES WHAT SHE CAN...I AM THAT GIRL.  I AM BROKEN, I AM THAT LITTLE GIRL.  MOST OF MY MARRIAGE HAS BEEN SPENT AS THE FOLLOWER.  NOT THE LEADER, I DIDN'T ORDER FOR MYSELF, NOW I SOAR.  I AM CONFIDENT, BUT QUESTIONING, ALWAYS QUESTIONING.  I LOVED ONCE.  I SET UP A SENARIO WHEREAS I COULD TRY TO RECTIFY THE WRONGS.  NOW I AM REMEMBERING THE UNAVAILABLE WOMAN WHO NEVER SPOKE HER MIND.  I ALWAYS TRY TO ENVISION STRENGTH BUT THAT ISN'T WHO I HAVE BECOME.  I BET THERE ARE A LOT OF LITTLE GIRLS THAT CAN'T SPEAK THEIR MIND.  I CAN ASSURE YOU THAT WE ARE ALL CREATIVE SOULS WITH POTENTALS BELOW.   I WANT THAT FOR ME, I WANT THAT FOR ALL.

AT THE AUCTION

SO THE HIGH ROLLERS COME OUT,  THERE IS ELECTRICITY IN THE AIR.  THE ITEMS ARE GOING FOR BIG BUCKS.  THE WORRY IS THAT AT THERE ARE NO BARGAINS.  BUT THERE ALWAYS ARE.   I WONDER WHAT THE PHONE BIDDERS ARE HOLDING CLOSE TO THE VEST.  I ALWAYS WONDER THE WHO THAT HAVE TO  OBTAIN THESE THINGS.

LAWS OF ATTRACTION

MY BLOGGING SKILLS HAVE BEEN SEVERLY LACKING,  I AM WORKING TOWARD A LAST BARN SALE, SETTING UP THINGS, PULLING OUT STUFF, ARRIVING WITH THE HOPE OF FRESH LOOKING ITEMS AND LOTS TO SELL.  THERE ARE MANY...LOTS AND LOTS OF NIFTY THINGS TO PUT THINGS IN.  I HAVE A MAJOR SUPPLY OF INTERESTING ITEMS WITH DECORATING DESIGN FUNCTIONS IN MIND.