HOW ABOUT "FROM EXTREME CHAOS TO RELATIVE STRUCTURE ". I KNOW I HAVE TO TWEEK THAT...IT IS GONG TO BE A BALLAD / SCRAPBOOK ENTRY INTO MY VERY CONFUSED SOUL. I KNOW MY POINT-OF-VIEW IS WEIRD, MY SENSE OF HUMOR IS WARPED, BUT I KNOW MY REALITY IS SHARED...EVERYONE THAT I KNOW IS WAKING AROUND WOUNDED. I THINK I CAN TAP INTO PAIN. IF YOU EVER THINK THAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH SOMETHING AND YOU'RE CONVINCED THAT YOU ARE THE ONLY ON....YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE...YOU SHOULD TRY TO CREATE A WORLD WHERE YOU CAN BELIEVE IN SOMETHING THAT YOU ARE AND SOMETHING THAT YOU DO. I WENT TO THE FLOOR WHEN MY WORLD FEEL APART BUT I DECIDED THAT IT WOULD DEFINE THE NEXT YEARS OF MY LIFE. I DISMANTLED MY EXTENSIVE COLLECTIONS AND BEAUTIFUL HOME AND CREATED A WONDERFUL SHOP FILLED WITH MY HEART. ITS BWEN HARD TO LET GO OF THINGS I HAVE LOVED...BUT MY LIFE IS NOT MY HOUSE OR STUFF. IT IS ABOUT THE RELATIONSHIPS THAT I HAVE GLEENED FROM THE WONDERFUL PEOPLE I HAVE MET THROUGH A TERRIFYING PORTION OF MY LIFE. I HAVE SAVED ONLY THE THINGS I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT, I LIVE IN 4 ROOMS NOW. IT SEEMS LIKE IT IS NEVER TO LATE TO GET CONTROL OF YOUR OWN LIFE...
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