/ReALWAYS A CONCERN, LEAVING THE PAST. IT'S NOT LIKE I CAN'T FIND THE PERFECT PLACE TO LAND. SO MANY PLACES TO GO. UNBURDENING MY LIFE IS A PLACE THAT I NEED TO GO. THE ASSEMBLAGES THAT I MAKE IF YOU LOOK DOWN ON ME AND MY LIFE ARE CONTROLLED RAGE, SPECIFICALLY OUTRAGE. THIS LIFE AS AN OBSERVER, HAS BECOME A MOUTHPIECE FOR CHANGE. THE WORK DESCRIBES THE MULTIPLICITY I OF IMAGES THAT WE ARE SUBJECTED TO. IT IS A CONTAINER FOR THE JUXTAPOSITION OF IMAGES. I LOVE DESCRIPTION. NARRATIVE DESCRIPTION BECOMES A METAPHOR FOR THIwS UNRULY WORLD THAT I HAVE BEEN BORN TO. IN THIS LIFE THERE ARE ANGRY PEOPLE, PASSIONS RUN STRONG, WE ARE DIVIDED; NOT UNITED, THERE ARE TOO MANY PEOPLE THAT CAN NOT SEE WHAT IS HAPPENING IN THEIR LIVES. THE INJUSTICE, THE IRRATIONAL, THE OUTRAGE. BURDENS BECOME MORE ABOUT THESE FEELINGS AND NOT THESE ACTIONS. PERHAPS MY JOB IS MADE FROM MY ABILITY TO PUT THINGS TOGETHER IN WAYS MOST CAN'T CONCEIVE. HOLDING ON TO THE MEMORIES, THE SCRAPBOOK HAS BECOME A DECORATIVE ACCESSORY, THE COLLAGE AND ASSEMBLAGE BECOME A SYMBOL FOR ME, I HOPE THAT THERE IS AN ISSUE OF IMPORTANCE THAT MUST BE DEFINED BY MY HAND. IF THERE IS AN UPSIDE OF HAVING A CRAZY ARTISTIC MIND, IT IS THE WAY TO ASSIMILATE THE CRAZY THAT EXISTS IN THE WORLD. WHEN A MEGALOMANIAC AND A CONFIRMED LIAR ARE THE BEST CANDIDATES THIS COUNTRY CAN PRODUCE , WE ARE OFFICIALLY CROSSING OVER. TO WHERE, I DON'T KNOW. I LIKEN IT TO A COMMENT I RECENTLY HEARD...WE GET WHAT WE DESERVE. WHICH PARALLELS MY THOUGHTS OF; WE ARE PRODUCTS OF THE ENVIRONMENT THAT PRODUCES US. WHEN I CREATE AN ASSEMBLAGE BASED ON MY REALITY, IT BECOMES THE SYMBOLS OF MY SOCIETY. I LOVE JUXTAPOSING LIKE TELEVISION, THE HORROR OF AN EVENT ON CNN, WITH A PUPPY CHOW COMMERCIAL BREAKING UP THE VIOLENCE. SOMETHING IS WRONG. I AM BECOMING SO APATHETIC TOWARDS LIFE. THINGS DON'T F EEL ANYMORE. THINGS ARE GETTING WORSE IN MY HEAD. I HAVE BECOME INCREASINGLY MORE DESPONDANT AND DEPRESSSED. IS THIS WHAT HAPPENS IN OUR 50S? I'VE BEEN TRYING TO MAKE ART FROM THE IDEAS. IF I EVER LEARN ANYTHING IT'S FROM MISTAKES. I TRY AND TRY TO MAKE THINGS WORK BUT I AM AN AQUARIAN AND BY DEFINITION I HAVE TO DRIVE THINGS TO THE GROUND. I NEED TO SET MY LIFE ON TRACK. MAKE ART A PRIORITY. MAKE A LIFE BASED ON LOVE, INSTEAD OF FEAR. HOW TO DO IT? JUMP INTO FEAR. VIBRATIONS ARE SET BY MUSIC, LIFE IS TO BE LIVED. VISUAL ACUITY BASED ON ACTUALLY LIVING. WE CAN NEVER RELIVE OUR PAST BUT WE CAN REVISIT IT AND LEARN FROM IT. LET YOUR LIFE TAKE IT WHERE IT WILL. REEVALUATE, REEXAMINE, REFRAME YOUR LIFE. I AM ALWAYS THANKFUL FOR THE OPPORTUNITIES THAT MY PAST HAS OFFERED ME. COLLEGE, THE ABILITY TO RAISE MY CHILDREN MY WAY, AND THE OPPORTUNITY TO TRAVEL, AND TO KNOW WHAT UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FEELS LIKE. I THINK THERE HAS BEEN A SHIFT. I AM EASIER TO MOTIVATE, GETTING THINGS DONE INSTEAD OF CIRCLING THE WAGONS. NEED TO GO WITH THIS. HAVE A NEW NOTION...IF YOU HAVE MONEY YOU ARE SUSPICIOUS OF LOVE. IF YOU DON'T YOU ARE SUSPICIOUS OF THE CONNECTION TO MONEY. A BROKE PERSON IS NO MORE IMPORTANT TO HAVING AND HOLDING LOVE, THEN WE ARE ALL. IT SADDENS ME TO THINK THAT WE HAVE SO MUCH TO LOSE IN OUR LIFE. SO IF I AM TO BELIEVE THAT LIFE IS SOMETHING to be lived by all with purpose and drive and love then I think we all need to enjoy and drink in full of love. I have tried to live my life by sharing and caring for those I encounter but sometimes it's hard for me to understand how other people function. People I thought were my friends sometimes let me down.
I HAD A THOUGHT.
IF WE COME DOWN FROM HEAVEN IN A GROUP IN DIFFERENT RELATIONSHIPS TO LEARN DIFFERENT LESSONS THEN MY THOUGHT WAS PERHAPS SOME RELATIONSHIPS ARE SO STRONG THEY RUIN THE STATUS QUO OF THE MUNDANE LIVES THEY CHOSE. FOE EXAMPLE: A LOVE SO STRONG IT RUINS A MARRAGE...LOSING A CHILD TO BE REPLACED BY ANOTHER
IT ACCOUNTS FOR TRAGEDY.
WHICH CAN NEVER BE UNDERSTOOD.
MY FRIENDS MOM'S LOVE LETTERS
MY HUSBAND'S FERVOUR FOR LOVE
MY OWN SADNESS AND THE ANTICIPATION OF UNFOUND LOVE
DETOUR FROM LIFE TO UNDERSTAND IT
PILES NEED TO BE PUT AWAY
LOVING MY LIFE, MY CHILDREN, MY LIFE LIVED HONESTLY, IN HONOR, AND LOVE
TRYING TO FIND THE HUMOR
LIVING LIFE AS A BLESSED HUMAN CAUGHT IN THE VORTEX TO LIFE SPINNING QUICKLY OUT OF CONTROL
UNFOLDING LIFE AS IT OCCURSTRYING TO MAKE
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