I AM AWAY FROM MY TRUTH. I NEED TO MAKE DECISIONS ABOUT MY FUTURE, AND I AM SCARED. I DON'T REALLY KNOW THE BUSINESS WORLD AND YET, HERE I AM. I AM NOT APART OF THE ART THAT I CREATE BUT THAT IS WHERE MY HEART LIES. I AN FILLED WITH LOVE BUT BEING A PARTNER OF A NARCISSIST WAS A WAY TO BEAT THE JOY FROM ME. MADE TO FEEL UNNECESSARY AND UNWORTHY OF LOVE, I HAVE CRAWLED BACK INTO MY WEIGHT AND INSECURITIES. WHENEVER I HAVE TRIED TO GLEEN MESSAGES FROM MY LIFE IT ALWAYS STARTS WITH LOVE. I JUST HAVE SUCH A HARD TIME WITH THAT. QUIETING MY MIND I STILL HAVE THE HARDEST TIME FIGURING OUT THE WHERE FOR AND WHY OF MY LIFE. WITH GOD AT MY BACK I THINK I CAN STRUGGLE THROUGH THE DARKNESS, LONLINESS, AND VULNERABILITY.
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