IT'S BEEN AN INCREDIBLY STRESSFUL MONTH FOR ME. MY TENANT SKIPPED OUT AND BEGAN LITIGATION FOR SPACE THOUGHT OWED. I HAVE LEARNED IN THE PROCESS THAT I MUST ATTACH MY WORDS, NOT FORCEFULLY, BUT QUICKLY...I AM NOW RECOVERING, AND I HAVE BEEN ENJOYING VIGNETTES INTO MY FUTURE WORLD BY COMPLETING MY OWN PATH. THAT SAID, IT IS A ROCKY ONE...MY SELF CONFIDENCE AND WORTH ARE WAINING, AND TRYING TO ESTABLISH A KIND OF COURSE TO BECOME WHO I SHOULD BE IS PAINFUL. IT REQUIRES BOTH A MAGNIFYING GLASS AND A HUG...NEITHER OF WHICH IS IN LARGE SUPPLY. I LOVE WHO I LOVE BUT I HAVE DECIDED THAT I CAN NO LONGER BE THE SUGGESTION BOX FOR MY PACK. I NEED TO BEGIN A NEW PATH BASED ON GETTING ME IN A NEW DIRECTION. I'D LIKE TO MAKE MY SHOP MORE LIKE A VANITY GALLERY AND WORKSHOP, IT WOULD ENCOURAGE ME TO NOT ONLY MAKE MY ART, BUT OFFER CLASSES AND SELL MY ART AND ART MATERIALS. I AM GOING TO REALLY BEGIN TO SEE BEING AN ARTIST AS A MEANS, I'D LIKE TO MAKE MY WAY THIS LAST SEGMENT OF MY LIFE AS CLOSE TO WHO I AM AS I CAN BE. I'M DONE HIDING, EVEN OTHER ARTIST BELIEVE THERE IS SOMETHING CREATIVE WITHIN MY SOUL, NOW I NEED TO SEE AND UNDERSTAND IT AS WELL. I HEARD SOMETHING INTERESTING RECENTLY, IT IS NOT HAPPINESS FOUND IN THE JOURNEY, IT IS THE JOURNEY FOUND IN THE HAPPINESS. IN OTHER WORDS, BORN OF...NOT CAPTURED. I LOVE THAT, ATTITUDE, WE ARE ALL CAPABLE OF CHANGING IT. I AM ON A NEW COURSE, I'LL SHAKE A FEW TREES, BEGIN A NEW PATH. I AM PSYCHED. READY FOR FOREVER TO BEGIN.
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