WHATEVER HAPPENS I THINK WE SURVIVE, THE ONLY PROBLEM IS WE NEVER GO QUIETLY, OR GRACEFULLY IT SEEMS. WISH THAT AT SOME POINT IN MY LIFE I COULD BENEFIT FROM AN EGO. IT SEEMS I AM ALWAYS PUTTING MYSELF DOWN AND NOT ALLOWING THE TRUTH TO COME OUT. IF I AM TO BELIEVE THE UNIVERSE, THINGS WILL COME TO ME AS I PUT THEM OUT THERE. TROUBLE IS I AM NOT TRYING TO GET THINGS OUT THERE. I WANT ENOUGH, I WANT TO BE ABLE TO DO MY ART. I'M NOT CONCERNED WITH THINGS OTHER PEOPLE CARE ABOUT. I WANT A NEW ROOF, PAINT FOR MY HOUSE, A STUDIO FILLED WITH ARTISTS THAT I CAN TALK TO. IT SEEMS LIKE THIS IS ASKING TOO MUCH. MY WILDEST DREAMS DON'T INCLUDE A GOB OF MONEY. I WANT TO HAVE FREEDOM TO TRAVEL. FREEDOM TO WORK ON ART. FREEDOM TO JUST BE. IS THAT TOO LOFTY? I GAVE A LOT OF MY ENERGY TO RAISING FAMILY. I HOPED I HAD A BIT LEFT, WHEN THE KIDS WERE GONE...GOT NOTHING LEFT IN THE TANK. IF DREAMS HAD WINGS WE WOULD ALL FLY.
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