Sunday, October 27, 2013

SOMETHING IRONIC

THERE IS SOMETHING SO SAD ABOUT A PERSON THAT HAS NEVER FELT UNCONDITIONAL LOVE...THEY HAVE IT TO GIVE, THEY FEEL IT IN THEIR HEART BUT SOMEHOW IT IS NEVER RECIPROCATED.  I KNOW IT FROM EXPERIENCE, FROM PEOPLE I HAVE MET, I SEE BUSY PEOPLE, CHARGING THROUGH LIFE, BUYING THINGS, FILLING LONGINGS, TRYING TO CAPTURE YOUTH, THAT FEELING OF BELONGING, OR ACCEPTANCE, OR LIVING.  LOOKING THROUGHOUT THE WORLD FOR THE HOLY GRAIL, THAT ITEM, THAT THING THAT WILL BRING A FEW MINUTES OF JOY.  IT'S ACTUALLY A RUE.  A WONDERFUL PERSON WITHOUT CHILDREN TO LOVE, WITH EVERYTHING THAT THEY EVER WANT, TRAVEL, CLOTHES,  A BEAUTIFUL HOME, BUT STILL NOT HAPPY...STILL SEARCHING, A QUEST FOR FULFILLMENT.  IT COMES FROM WITHIN, IT COMES FROM A PLACE OF LOVE.   KNOWING GOD.  KNOWING LOVE.  ACCEPTING.  THE SEARCH IS A SAD PLACE.  IT CAN NEVER BE FILLED.  IT IS PART OF THE HUMAN CONDITION.  I AM ON THAT JOURNEY.  WE ALL ARE.

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