LOVE WHAT YOU DO AND....

I FINALLY FIGURED OUT OUT.   LOVE WHAT YOU DO AND THE MONEY WILL FOLLOW.   IT TAKES TIME,  AND YOU WILL STRAY, BUT DIG IN AND CHANGE COARSE IF NEED BE, BUT DON'T SETTLE IN LIFE.   MY MOTHER TOLD ME, SHE TOLD ME IN HER ACTIONS,  SHE LIVED LIFE IN FEAR,  SHE SHOULD HAVE BEEN A GREAT WOMAN,  NOT JUST TO HER FAMILY, BUT TO THE WORLD.   I WANT SO MUCH MORE FROM MY LIFE,  I WISH I HAD THOUGHT ABOUT WHAT MY LIFE WAS GOING TO BE LIKE,  I HAD BEEN SO INTRIGUED ABOUT MY THEN HUSBANDS CAREER THAT I LOST MYSELF IN THE SHUFFLE.   I WISH I HAD SET MYSELF UP WITH A CAREER, THEN WHEN HE DITCHED ME FOR THE DOMINICAN HOMEWRECKER, I WOULD HAVE HAD A PLAN.   I WASTED LOTS OF TIME BEING A PARENT... HIS CRAZY LIFESTYLE LEFT LITTLE TIME FOR KIDS STUFF.   I AM STILL BITTER,  I WISH I COULD SAY THAT I'M OVER IT BUT I'M NOT.   HE HASN'T SEEN THE KIDS IN 6 YEARS.   HOW CAN YOU DO THAT.   THERE MUST BE A DISCONNECT.  HOW CAN YOU BE SO CRUEL?  I DIGRESS.